Heath Ledger is dead and for some reason I cannot get him out of my head.  I watched two more of his movies today.  I can't let it go.  Why can't I let it go?  People I don't know die every day but this is different.  The Dark Knight is going to be out of control because it is going to be so emotional to me.  Again, I don't know why but the movie is going to wreck me.  I am on a mission to collect and own every movie he was in.  I think this is very weird but oh well.

guess who's bak

howdy all

blog death

I have decided that my blog will die soon. Right after I publish this one to be exact.

HEROES

Not enough information. Wow.

It was very nice to have Heroes back. There are three or maybe now four shows I watch each week. That's really sad.

Heroes
Chuck
The Office
Lost

Three of the four shows are one hour long. Three and a half hours a week. That is deffinetly sad. plus sports. oh man.

Leaders

I have been having a hard time with my leaders. I keep finding pics on myspace and facebook of my leaders drinking or supporting other leaders drinking too much. I don't know what to do. I've talked about drinking problems and I have gotten rid of one leader due to stupid stuff on their myspace. It just keeps getting worse and worse. It keeps getting older and older and I'm not sure what to do.
I want to work for Golgotha more and seek out new leaders but I have no time to do that and run Golgotha. Please pray for my time management and for me having to talk to my boss about my future employment with Golgotha.

Family

Sometimes I take my family for granted. Well, most of the time I take my family for granted. I think they are all crazy and then I realize if everybody else is crazy...um.....maybe I'm crazy and they are all sain. I don't know. I should be happy I have relatives that love me and care about me but instead I try to distance myself. Why would somebody do that? Why would somebody who works with people with faiing lives due to family or lack there of why would I do that? I don't have a lot of time but I should make time.

I should make time.

Ben Harper

Amy and I saw Ben Harper in Detroit last night. What a great time. Besides all the drunk "fans" and the people that have money to waste so they go to a show even though they don't care about the bad- besides all that- The show was great. It was a mellow concert compared to past shows but it was still great. I have never heard a man sing with such passion. He's such a sweet guitar player plus he can write plus he can sing.

anyway

Ben is still the man.

Where theres a will....

I was at a "cousin's" party last night and I found a partner in crime. Every year Amy and her cousin's get together and have a cook out. One of her cousin's was talking to me and I told him about where I am headed and how excited I am to take Golgotha to the next level. He said he loves marketing and planning and he said he would love to partner with me. There is no major plan but it sure is nice to have somebody show an interest. He's also a tech wiz. Sweet.